ok.. shall write a short one for today cuz no time le.. cuz tmr got phy test.. and need to hand in the pet rocket thing... shyt... haven do both yet.. but studied the forces liao.. but still tink abit unclear... ok.. nvm.. dun care... see aft dynamics then got time to go thru again ma lo...

Today went to school at ard 8+ - 9 lidat.. packet something for breakfast.. yum.. haha...then started doing the maths.... but somehow got stuck at several questions...then pek chek then dun do le.. went on to contd my mission... erm.. progess i can say is abit behind time but tink will be able to catch up the next few days.. aft all the tests... ok.. then 10 am actually got pw meeting de... then all late.. in the end i was late also... cuz i was in another place.. ok... so started on qn 4,5,6,7 .. finished just ard time then went for maths lo... 1 word.. sianz.... all the qn was like a "why" qn to me.. dunno why this qn is lidat and this qn is lidat... getting more and more fed up.... then got back the test.. didnt fail... but do badly... i was in silence by then... no words... jus thinking....copied down the ans to asg then ended the maths lesson with silence... 0 words..

Headed to canteen to meet mr chen... we didnt prepare much.. so it was totally mr chen talking... then got 1 prob arise... we might need to change the G.B cuz many ppl tink he is an expert than a G.B.... thus we either need to justify it or change a new person ba..leave me even more troubled for the day ba...

Then went lib to study... finished 1 chap in abt 3 hrs?? sianz.. wasted time there stoning.. and half sleeping... sianz..ok la.. then ard 6 went home.. slack until now lo... gtg find pw info le la.. and chiong my phy too le.... somehow dun have much hope in this test.. tink too much probs.. affecting my study rate... ok.. ciao..

Hidden feelings might be a blessing to someone esle...

Read ur blog... somehow it give me a wierd feeling.. should i trust my feeling??

Ok... first monday of the sch hols... erm.. go sch at ard 8 .... went for maths until 9.30++... cause ms wong want to finish then assignment thingy... haha.. then went out for brunch with yao qi, pc, zeda, adlin and hanisah... actualy want to go cwp de... but went to both side gates and they were locked.. so wasted alot of time.. so decided to go vista pt to eat as going to cwp from the main gate is also very far.. sianz...then went viva to eat.. haha.. ate western de... then went to video ezy, browse thru some movies...haha...

After than went back to school lo... was tinking whether there is a geo test later...cuz nv study.. study until half only despite sleeping at ard 1+ ytd.. sianz.. ok.. then go LT2... woooh.. its empty.. then saw the rest inside.. the 3 of them only.. then not long later... ppl start coming in.. then teacher came too.. with a stack of paper.. then we know die le.. haha... then teacher suddenly say open book test,,, phew.. then take out all the notes that i bring lo.. haha... alot were discussing in the LT also.. haha.. until teacher keep shhhing... haha... then we look at each other's answer.. too.. open book ma.. haha.. then aft that decided to go play bball... but got pw meeting.. so late abit then go home to take ball.. erm..take ball le then go back school... had a longan drink be4 playing.. erm... then went to play.. quite crowded too.. but luckily still got half court.. haha... then play lo.. random shooting.. then i dare not try 3 pt.. cuz tink cmi.. haha... all using 2 pt... was tinking why my shoot always dun use board de... always aim at the ring.. very easy air ball... then we started play 2vs 2 in a fixed place.. and see who get the no. of balls required the fastest.. pc vs yq.. then i vs zeda lo... zeda win me in 2 pt de.. =.=... then the rest i win.. hahaha.... =P... then they play 3 pt.. dun tink i can make it.. so jus any how throw lo.. had a few steps be4 throwing to gain more energy ba... haha... i win win with 3-0.. haha.. didnt expect.. maybe because my ball were straight ba.. just abt the strength.. haha... i win 3 out of 4 ..=P.. long time nv play le.. finally can play with such an busy schedule... not bad la.. at least i enjoyed... there were jokes too.. haha. super funny.. erm... at leats there is more ppl playing compared to last time ba.. haha.. it was fun.. ok la.. shall end here ba... cuz need to go and do maths le.. if not tmr die.. =X.. ciao...

sry.. shld have more confidence in u.. sry...
really sorry...
clear ur doubts, and charge to ur goal....

ytd slept at ard 1 plus.. but turn and toss until 2 plus then sleep ba cause there is really too much of things to think....things started arising...guess now is my turn le ma... since alot of ppl ard gotten lots of problems.....Its something that i will have to settle very soon... so ask for advice ytd nite thats y sleep so late... thx for the advice.... then today wake up at 8 am.. to go for the phy pet rocket thingy... slowly walk in lo... then see so many cars... =.="" thinking got wat event... then see the canteen.... so many little kids... then know that they got sports day.. in our school... =.=.. no wonder...then went to the hall... the floor was a mess.... got lots of party de strips of papers... and party poppers too.... then actually sit at the chair de ... but in the end ask us move the chairs.... sit on the floor with all the things there.. =.=... cle.. then go thru the notes and all... blah blah... finally is the making of the rocket part... it was fun doing it.. =).... our grp was 2nd to finish making ba... then ours is like consist of blue and yellow only.. like greece de flag by satish... haha...aft making all the thing... it was the best part next... the launching part... 1st trial got 1 point... then waited for quite some time then 2nd trial got 0... out of range.. sianz.... then.. aft that went for feeback form... then go home le.... but we all go cwp eat ba..
eat with zeda, yao qi, satish , adlin and hanisah... haha... its was funny la...they can joke alot.. haha... then went back home le la... so sianz lo... dunno wat to do and dun wan to do anything also.. haiz.... so keep lying ard lo..overall enjoy today la... cuz i enjoyed myself..
At least i can free myself from all the problems... for sometime...

Below at this post is words which i found it quite true?

Birthday

Yea.... today is my birthday.. haha... today wake up then recieve xiao gu de sms.. haha. thx... ytd past midnite recieve the first well wishes ba... then make a wish ytd..ard 12.05 lidat... saw one star very bright... =).... then go sleep lo...

As usual.. today drag myself to school.. reach school then bell already ring le.. haha... jus nice so go queue up lo... haha...then they keep saying abt 10.10 can go home.. but actually is only choir ppl and those involved in college day then can go off... =.=... then went for gp and geo as well... as usual... gp was NIDs...then aft that they sang b.d song for me la.... Thanks " Want to bes' "... haha... a new name founded by me... haha... nice eh i tink... thanks... then they still dunno cheer wat... was laughing like siao.... =.=.... then geo was earthquakes... the notes does not corresponds to the slides... then didnt know wat to copy.. sianz....aft that stone at LT 2 for a while lo.. then didnt know where to go.. bball match also sianz... then actually want go movie de... but in the end decided to go arcade... played battle gear 4... it was awesome... got three pedals... one is for moving gear de.. jus like real car.. keep playing that.. haha.. then the hand brake really works.... really deisgned like a car la... then when abt to go le.. the machine got sot ... then we cant play le.. haha.... played max tune also.. haha... fun la.... at least i enjoyed..

Erm this year is indeed better than the previous years...at least there is more ppl that knew abt my b.d ba... and more suprises lo.... Thx the "wudang "clan... monica, wan lu and fang fang for the gifts....it is very nice... thx alot... will treasure it de....and will solve the puzzle soon... haha.. hope i will and i can.... Thx Zeda also for the 2 CnD hp key chain also... thx to all that wish me today ba.... thx everyone... =).... this is really a very special day...although it started to get bored during the evening.. but at least i had fun earlier and i enjoy it more than the previous yrs..

haha... so total got abt 4 presents this yr ba.. first time so many.. last time is fewer... tink no more le ba.. haha.. very few will know my b.d de.. haha... ok la.. didnt know wat to write le... cuz its quite a short day la...k.. oh.. abt tmr.. haha.. got the rocket science thingy... need to have 2 bottles... then now only starting on 1.. die le.. cant finish.. partner is satish .. haha... think we will work well.. esp we are in same pw group.... as least better than in a situation with other person ba...k.. shall stop here... thx guys once more for today... =).... enjoy the day...

Thx for ur words.... i will repay u with kindness...

u said u will but u didnt...

erm... haven been posting for the past few days... due to tests and ample of hw.. sianz.... ok.. had maths test on wed... its ok.. except for the last part... quite diff....and.. i use gc to do the test.... =.="".. now i know the disadvantage... i cant find lots of buttons...=.=... square root 3 also cant find... then 2! also cant find... =.=.. sianz diao la.... haha... then think last qn cmi le la... oh ya.. had a recording of our song on tue.. erm.. feel bit wierd abt the song... haha... the words and all... =.=... haha... then hand it in ytd... then ytd got the surpass.... i gotten into magic tricks... haha... was late cuz meeting mr chen for pw... lucky teacher nv scold... then got ppl teach de lo... learn some tricks la... cant do well.. then everyone has to preseent at least 1.. haha.... so i present abt using a pen to poke thru a card but its still intact... haha..

Then today.. wake up at 5+.. to study again... ytd slept at 12+.. haiz.. super tired.. then dragged myself to school... sianz... then started first lesson with a bad note... had chem tut.. didnt prepare for it... nv do the tut.. mrs yap was disappointed... and our understanding of chem bonding 2 is cmi.. so poorly answered lo. sianz..for 2 hrs was sitting there and copying.. then some cant finish copy then mrs yap move forward le.... =.=... then had break then phy tut... didnt prepare as well.. but mr phang going through the concepts first.. then nv do much qn.. or shld i say none... ok.. then got to understand better...haiz.. make me feel even worse for the day.. had assembly.. then got chi lec.. ended half an hour earlier but we stayed and chill inside... haha.. got aircon.. then aft that got chi.. passed very fast.. cuz got practice oral with teacher.... not bad la.. for my standard.. but the words... ==..--.. cant read most of them.. sianz..then ask ard.. thx... ok... then aft that self study.. be4 chem test at 5.45... went for it with half info in brain only.. cuz alot to rmb.. cant rmb all... then saw the qn.. omg la... all so chim.. but manage to write down some ans la.. for each.. but the P qn nv ans.. cuz no time and also dunno how.. so at first i already skip it le..

Just found out something maybe i shouldnt know will be happier ba.. at least it wont hurt so much rite now... didnt know wat he done can hurt... it was as if i was copying his idea which i didnt... hopefully.. i cant get over it soon... now thats not a surprise anymore... wats the use?? it had been used...

It was really a bad day afterall.... so much pain, so much confusion..and yet so much excitement abt tmr...
To me , maybe i shldnt give it out....

ok.. just finish watching the 200 pounds beauty.. its nice la...get more touching when near the end...

but nv cry.. haha... but at least got to realize something ba.... something which ppl might say they know.. but actually dunno... hmm....

Changed the song to maria... from the movie de... erm.. actually want another song de.. which i found it nicer... but wl put le.. so i put the other one... haha... =p.. but thx to her intro to me of this movie la.. really worth watching eh.. haha.... thumbs up... k.. gtg... bye.. cya ppl..

Mood of the day: Happy...

yea.... finally.. blogger is up and going again... haha.. can post normally le... since so long.. have been giving dark green post.. cuz cant change colour...



Ok... start with when? maybe start with today ba.. since ytd nth much took place.. erm.. today is the first paper of SUMMER test... which is the MID YEAR exam... ya.. so at 8+.. sat for GP first.. was quite awake cuz its cold and still quite early ba and i slept quite early ytd.. ard 10.30 ba.. =).. see the qn... =.=""... almost fainted.. all so diff la.. i keep searching for mass media de.. cuz got more confidence on it.. but see qn 10... i sianz diao... so diff lo.. it ask the problems are caused by mass media.. and at that time i cant tink of anything.. so nv do lo.. then saw the education one.. ya.. thot of some ideas... haha... then see qn 7.. also got some ideas.. so was tinking abt which to do.. so in the end do 1.. cause more familiar ba... ya.. then tink eaiser to tink of ideas.. so started to do mindmap... finish the mindmap and choosing qn at ard 18 min.. started writing lo... maybe write abit too detailed le ba.. or maybe too long winded... did 2 and 3/4 pg without leaving lines... haha.. which i tink is alot le.. compared to last time my eng de compo.. then is chi... this is when i got tired.... was feeling sleepy l.. then in the end i tink i do crap in my compo.. writei halfway dunno wat i writing.. die le la... hope can pass it ba...hope so...



Aft sch went somewhere then was late for the sports day... haha.. ask them to help us open gate but in the end the gate is locked.. =.=.. sianz.. in the end walk to main gate.. then can come in... eat my dinner there.. with the food that i da bao... haha.. nice.. got milo truck also.. drank 3 cups. but its small la... haha... then as usual..., cheering and all... then we went to the sides to watch the races... cause at the back cant see clearly...then had all the races lo.. all ran very fast.. the funniest is the part where Ssports S took part in our invitation race.. then the girls and boys team all got first.. then ppl was tinking... they sports school.. of cuz win la... but they nv tink that we r JC.. and they are sort of considered to be sec sch.. yet, we lose to them.. haha... ps la... haha... then had teachers race and tug of war between teachers and students.... many ppl fall into the mud..haha.. then satish was so happy that one tamil teacher fell into the mud...bad satish.. hah...ok.. then aft that is prize presentation... RASALAS got 1st for the cheerleading compeitition... the cheerleading was indeed awesome... so easy beat the rest la... then came the overall result.. tauras got the 1st.. we got 2nd.. saggi got 3rd.. then aquila got 4th.. haha... then went home lo....



While going home, got alot of thinkings... finally sports day is the time where we ahd alot of house spirit where we cheer as one.. but i didnt.. =P.. but really feel as a family la.. at the same time... during the sports day.... we as a clas... or maybe half a clas.s.... was there cracking jokes and playing tricks on ppl la... really very fun... although its bad.. but at least we have fun and enjoy ourselves... tink we get to bond too? a little bit ba.. haha... suddenly den dun feel like going home... maybe being with friends will relieve stress until i forgot today is an exam day...

Hmm.. ytd hav a chat over the phone.. not bad la.. long time nv chat le.. haha.. a nice one.. haha.. but i doze off too.. haha.. so no nid sorry.. not ur fault too... yup.. tink conference is hard...maybe things will be better next time ba.. hope so...

haha.. k la.. stop here le.. so long le.. haha. should be,,, cya ppl..


Dont want let this affect my mood for the day...

I enjoyed myself ytd.. wish that time will freeze.. exams wont not come...

Ok.. ppl i m back to blogging... and the post is still down.. just reported it to the moderator?? is there someone lidat?? haha....ya... didnt blog for 2 days or so because of the gpp... we were trying our best not to be the "joker" group.... and we spent lots of time on it... because of tht.. i have spent 2 days sleeping at ard 2 +.. others might be even worse.... i forgot wat happen for ytd le.. so wait till i rmb ba.. or maybe got nth memorable exp for failing napfa ba....

ok... for today... went to sch by car cause was raining.. haha... then went to locker to put the pressie... in his locker.. haha... then went to the hall to assemble lo... then next was GP... ms su nv come... so we do our own mindmap... had an interview for wl's grp de chi project la.. haha... then zeda was keep adding comments abt love all tht... =.=.... his own comments.. not mine.. haha... woops... =P... then aft that was chemm had 3 periods of 00.5 hr.. cause she want to use our break to do chem.. so she bought biscuits for us to eat as break.. aft break is pw.. abit sianz ar.. somemmore so tired.. really feel like sleeping lo.. aft that is civics... the choir sang... not bad la... can la.. then the SAF choir sing also..haha.. got 1 guy de high pitch is super pro de lo.. super high until girls also might not reach it.. haha... pro!!.. ok... aft tht we had lunch... we were happily talking abt stories then suddenly ff call and say 1.40 must hand in gpp... then i was like.. =.=.... we haven combine.. and haven edit... so faster rush to lib to do.. in the delayed by 1 hr.

Rush to phy SPA.. erm.. for me.. i feel that it is still ok la... not too dif.. tink still can make it la.. hope wont fail can le.. haha.. then aft that go finish up the gp which we nv do during gp.. cuz was slacking and listening to songs lo... oh.. btw.. happy birthday zeda.. hah.. his com crashed.. haha.. so cant online.. but nvm..

After the 1st pw lesson recieve something lo... erm... sort of expected it le la.. but abit unexpected.. lol.. dunno wat i saying... erm.. ya.. the thing is nice and worth to keep.. =).. rest assured... thx alot.. for tht.. thx for ur time...

ok ppl... tink thats all.. cya... byeZZ...

I will treasure all the things.. esp that.... wont lose it....
In search of a miracle too....

erm... this weekend has been a hectic week ba.. filled with pw to do and some tests drawing near.. such as phy SPA and summer test on fri.. sianz... jus hope that pw can finish asap... now its ard 12 and my grp is still discussing it online.. haiz.. dunno when will it stop.. hope asap ba.. i done my part of gpp le.. now its others de.. cuz my part ytd they all discuss le.. so i jus need to type.. for others.. they need to disuss online and type.. so we discussing now lo... hope our efforts will not be wasted ba.. hope to improve to B grade.. hopefully.. if still D.. i duunno wat to say already... tink i will be stoning for the rest of the day when i recieve back our draft 3?? tink so ba.. if grade is bad la..

ya.. today wake up ard 11+ lo... went to watch tv first.. then when abt to go out packet my lunch, it rained.. so no choice.. i go cook maggi mee myself lo.. haha.. still edible.. heng... then aft that then online lo... starting discussing the point C until 6+ then stopped... rested for awhile and eat... do a bit of maths then online le.... untill now lo... now really quite tired le.. will doze off anytime.. hope they will end soon ba.. maybe i shld push on!!... ogogog!! now heard some news.. some ppl still haven start on their gpp parts.. good luck to him le lo.. haiz...

Ya.. today is mother's day... due to pw... cant go out and celebrate with family.. instead 3/4members went to have a dinner to celebrate mothers day... anyway.. jus wan to wish my mum a happy mother's day ba... erm... can tell my mum was abit disappointed when i said i cant go out... from her tone.. sry... i have no choice le.. this is for the fate of A levels... i know family is more impt than anything.. but i dun wan history to repeat... so sorryy.. promised during her b.d and next yr de mother's day wont absent le... promise...

Happy mother's day to all mums out there... u all are great...

oh... blog post got error again.. so cant change font too.. so sorry.. erm.. today the flag day... went to the assembly area at 8+.. late by abit.. but still got more ppl late lo.. ya.. so stand there lo... wait wait wait..untill the time the person ask us to go and queue... lo.. queue so long... then reach the queue... ask us to sign.. then take the bag and go.. followed my pw grp.. and zeda come along.. cuz tink he will be lonely ba... we did for awhile then no ppl want donate de lo.. ask le ppl still nv reply.. just walk off de lo... grr... then 12 come very fast.. then go back return and go off lo... ya.. on the way back satish put stickers on hanisah hair and shirt la... she didnt know... then when she came back with her lappy... she was like ignoring him la.. tink angry with him ba.. haha... bad satish.. haha... but in the end tink they are fine la.. haha... then aft that went civic de mac to eat... then go lib lo... ya.. to do gpp.. saw yaoqi grp too.. initially we sit at a corner.. but libirian came and chase us away... to the 4th floor... indeed 4th floor de space is greater la...

oh ya... at 3rd floor saw the "well-known" KLS.. haha... quite famous in our hang out grp lo... who dunno wl de the other half?? haha... keep hearing her name lo.. haha.. =P.. but luckily she nv see me.. or maybe she did but not clearly ba.. phew.. give her chance le but having such a close encounter but tink she no fate to see me la.. haha.. =P.. ok...

Then at 4th floor.. we go thru each part throughly... with lots of details.. dun want get D anymore.. at least a B.. pls... but did until 5+... finished a & b and part of C only.. later online then contd...erm.. along the way.. got jokes la... funny la.. it brightens the mood.. which keep us moving... at least this are good memories la.. really happy with my group la.. although they are jokers.... they still did the work la.. with jokes along.. which is fun la.. haha.. ijc022 rox.. erm.. ya.. zeda was revising notes also.. when we do pw.. thx ar.. erm.. then aft that went to eat.. then packet home for family to eat lo... then now online lo.. thats all.. later having a meeting at 11.. tink goona do quite long... hope dun have panda eyes.. tmr.. lol.. ok.. tink stopping here le ba.. cya next time.. do tagg..

I will support ur decision as long as it is wat u want... even if it hurts or shock.. or ........
=) pplz..

................ blogger posting page is still down.. so bear with the font for a while.... ok... today had a short lesson day?? i mean got 3 subs de lesson only... chem, phy and chi..

Then chem is mock spa.. mdm Ler came and invigilate us... erm.. ya... then best part.. i went to collect burette.... then left only the tap de... dun have the clip de... then no choice take lo.. haiz.. dunno how to use... then spend some time tinking how to use.. finally... then started all the process... erm.. she went round to put ticks and crosses.. when she ard i scared lo.. then started doing slowly.. haha..

Then while doing the titration... doing the swirling, she tick le lo.. then she stand awhile.. then i contd.. then she put cross... =.=... then the pipette thing.. she caught my action from behind.. sianz.. got 1 more cross... tink die le la.. got 2 crosses.. which is a fail grade lo... haiz.. tink next week spa die le la... but luckily my ans still quite ok.. cuz i screwed up my last titration reading.. and did a rough estimation.. lucky still quite ok la...

then aft spa.. went to do gpp... ya.. some type... while some copy and paste.. erm.. we assigned roles to each person too... ensure each name appears same no. of times lo.. like wat Mr C said.. ya.. then be4 adding in sadeer's one is 16 pages.. then aft that is 18 pages ba.. i tink so.. satish say de... haha...

aft that is phy.. it ended quite fast ba... just finish going thru 2 qns.. the rest must do our own and ask ard lo.. haiz.. ok.. nvm... tink do when i have time.. then assembly was principal talk.. half sleeping half listening lo.. so sianz.. but listen to crucial part ba.. the promotion part.. how to get promote... wat she say is rite... once u have make ur decision in here, make sure it is a right one.. so.. so guess there is no turning back for everyone ba.. so lets all jia you ba..

aft assembly is chi lec.. read out some of the ppl compose de chorus... some not bad... some abit wierd.. just like mine.. lucky nv see mine.. heng.. erm.. then the whole lesson was very funny la.. haha.. teacher call out the name ask who is it.. no body own up.. then he guess lo.. then he starting asking names of ppl ard the place where he tink the person is.. then got 1 person tried to fake a name... "huan huan".. tink so.. then teacher say then is u liao... haha... super funny la... but actually still wrong ppl.. tink so.. haha.. super funny la... it goes:

Cher: Wats ur name(point at 1 girl)
Girl 1: bla bla bla
Cher: Point to the next girl
Girl 2: "huan huan"
Cher: Oh.. huan huan answer my question.. why did u ............ in this chorus?? (i forgot the middle part)

Whole Lt was laughing like hell la.. then other ppl follow on also dun wan own up... then teacher give the " dunno wat to do liao" or pek chek face....haha...

ok then is the sian de period.. chi.. got new notes.. read thru it and go thru 2 qns and we r done for 1.5 hrs le.. ya.. then go locker look for something then go home le lo... ya.. took a long way back.. use the morning walk during the pae.. so long nv use le.. ok.. write until here le... cya.. bye... slping soon..
back to normal, thx..

ok.. firstly sorry abt the font cuz blogger got error while loading this page.. =.=.. so cant change the font or size.. so sorry... erm ok... talk abt ytd ba...

ytd some of them got phy spa... then we do asg lo.... then aft that my pw went off to town... orchard... wheelock place... go to borders to look for books about R... found afew... hope it is useful.... then we took the book and read.. as if it was a lib lo... then somemore can note the pg of the books and write it down... haha... so save $$$ no need buy... haha.. then got 1 staff come towards us... thot she was asking us not to read.. but in the end is " the chair are for customers to sit and not to be use as table.." .. haha... cause we sit at floor and put the papers on the chair.. so aft that did a short while more then go off le lo.. then decided to go shaw's lido to have dinner... but we discuss abit until the food seems to distract us then we go buy food to eat... aft that discuss somemore and off we go lo.. departed at ard 9 pm... =.=.... reach home at ard 10..=.=... tired.... then go do abit of maths until 12+am then go slp le lo.. then this morning wake up like cant wake up lo.. sianz.. super tired la..
Today
then today is lecture day.. was lecture throughout.. except from maths tut and gp ba... haha... phy lec was abit fast.. but can catch abit. sianz.. then maths.. got back maths test... not bad la.. pass it.. first time pass maths test.. haha.. but tink should do better ba.. cuz lack of time.. then got 2 hrs of maths and chem lec.. haha.. surprisingly, i nv feel sleepy.. haha.. cuz got abc and zeda was like keep crapping all the way la.. super funny la.. haha... joke abt the mistakes teacher make while using com.. =.=.. haha.. then have gp.... have the news discussion.. not bad la.. but abit messy leh.. not enough time for all to share lo... ya heard miss lim is leaving le.. ya.. tink gonna miss her lesson?? haha.. which was quite interactive.. hmmm.. heard also she went to see our blogs.. =.=.. haha.. ok.. miss lim.. do tagg if u came.. haha.. if possible.. =P... wish her all the best at Njc ba.. haha... ok.. then aft sch got jap coursee.. learn some words and pronouciation.. haha.. quite fun la... ok then aft that hsh lo...

Saw wan lu blog... erm.. ya.. agree with her ba.. that as free time is getting lesser and lesser, we are moving apart... people moving in diff ways... can we jus move like a big grp?? as wat we used to?? last time.... haiz.. hope there will be 1 day we will come together ba... to strengthen our bonds.... indeed.. the trip to china town be4 the CNY was the best memories.... it build our friendship.. our basic structure... it has been so long since we go out?? together as 1 ba?? maybe this coming fri?? anyone interested?

stop worrying for me... everything is fine.. take more care of urself..k? get back ur soul =P..

Yea.. first thing... quite happy but cause i passed 2.4?? haha.. maybe its a normal thing for other ppl ba... but for me.. to pass is good le?? haha.. for 16 yrs old, i got D.. for 17 i got E.. =.=.. haha.. shall not say the timing.. cause not very good.. haha... erm ya.. actually was with pace with dorry de.. but 3 or 4 round he started walking... i contd running while waiting for him to catch up... but he didnt so i nv look back anymore.. sorry dorry.. ps.. tink he tried his best le.. well done.. then for the 4th round i have timing of 9.20+ i tink so.. then tink die le lo.. so i pace lo.. must complete under 13... so 5th round had 11.00.. then came back and luckily within it.. phew... haha.. not bad la.. my timing improve le.. as compared to last yr de... satisfied le...

Then today start with maths.. was abit sleepy.. yawnz... haha... then was PW.. got back our GPP.. got C-.. =.=.. not detailed enough.. haha.. shall work on it tmr aft sch.. must hand in on thurs.. sianz.. then got maths... got do my work but she nv check.. =.=.. nvm haha... the physics lecture was like vroom....room...oom....om...m..... lo.... SUPER fast.. haven understand wat he said then he move on le.. keep saying mlg can dl.. but can mlg help us understand? duno... haiz... then got geo.. did my work.. =).. haha.. and as expected failed my geo.. sianz.. got 9.5.. did really need to study geo le la.. need to read more le.. haiz.. cuz sec sch is human geo.. but this is mostly phy geo.. which is like alien sub lo. sianz.. dun have the background.. then got chi test aft that.. tink did average for it ba.. confirm cant score.. as usual... cuz some words also dunno how to read lo.. =X.. die le la.. eoy de chi exam.. dunno can make it or not leh.. hope to do it once can le... aft that is pe lo.. as mentioned above.. then got chem spa briefing... didnt pay full attention to it.. as the notes was quite sufficient.. thenwent home le lo.. haha.. so tired after the 2.4.... ya.. dunno got hw to do or not leh.. haha.. forgot le.. think find gp articles only ba.. and maths for wed ba... ok.. gtg ppl... slp early ppl... cya.. ard....

The interlinked system of happiness....

Ok.... today wake up at ard 10... ytd sleep ar ard 11 ba.. cuz was tired maybe due to napfa ba.. and also nothing to play lo.. ya.. then wake up.. watch tv awhile be4 heading for lunch at vista...

After lunch came back and online lo.. cuz dun feel like doing hw... then online chat with ppl lo... but not much ppl to chat with... aft that watch my girl on you tube.. contd from where i stopped the last time.. some of the scenes are abit touching.. indeed it touch my heart.. erm... some scene seems so familiar... maybe it happen in my life?? dun tink so... duno y.. erm.. ya.. watch abt 2 hrs+ for 1.5 epis.. maybe later continuing... see how ba...jus done geo... but haven finished.. finish qn 2 le.. but qn 3 haven start.. maybe tmr ba.. dun want to do le.. cuz mind is not there too.... ans just came from my mind and not from notes... then u shld know the standard of the work le.. ya.. actually want to finish de .. but in the end leave it to tmr morning then do.. ya.. then tmr must rmb to do maths too.. also find the gp articles ba.. jus rmbed got maths hw too.... hmm... ok le la.. dunno wat to write le.. nth much happen today too... so i go watch my girl le ba... cya..

i feel that i am holding u back... im sorry... maybe thats the last time i will hold u back.. there might be no more le ba.. i might never hold u back again..

Somehow i wish u to online...
Somehow my mind jus said get over it...
my final wish for u is to be happy always no matter wat...

Here are the lyrics for the new song:

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
cause I know
I dont belong here in heaven...
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
Ill find my way through night and day
cause I know
I just cant stay here in heaven...
Time can bring you down,
time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please...begging please

Beyond the door theres peace
Im sure
And I know therell be no more tears in heaven...
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
cause I know I dont belong here in heaven...

Erm guys.. sorry abt my previous post.. abit crappy... so sorry.. ya..

Then today strolled to sch... reached while the cowboy song has already been played.. tink i will contd this timing ba.. cuz if walk faster will sweat due to the material of the shirt.. i tink u all know ba... then aft that got chem lec.. VERY dry... all core facts... really need to go memo all the points lo.. CANT just read thru lo.. sianz...

After that is pe... had napfa test.. had 5 stations while the girls had 2.4... had shuttle run first.. at first is false end.. cause he say i slow down at the end.. dunno... then 2nd try.. 10.6.. =.=... then the other teacher ask me wan to try again.. then try lo... timing is 10.2.. not bad la... got C i tink.. then is sit ups... do 38 ... not bad le la tink so.. tink is B?? dunno eh.. then s.b.j ... sianz lo.. first time jumping got error.. 2nd time abit error.. but cant retry anymore... ended with 198.. failed.. =.=.. then is sit and reach... erm.. test run is 37-38 lidat.. then real one is 40 or 41-42 ba.. forgot le... the last "egg" station.. is chin ups.. alot of ppl cant do.. then all 0.. so is egg station lo.. failed also.. sianz.. haiz.. whole napfa fail le.. with chin up failing.. die.. somemore next mon is 2.4 lo.. dunno need 12 mins plus or 13 mins +.. if 13 mins+ think i can make it.. for 12 i dun tink so eh.. dunno la.. shall see next mon.. btw.. congrats to all who passed ur napfa and 2.4 today.. and for those who failed.. dun worry.. train now.. and prepare for the restest.. do it once and nice..

aft tht is gp lo.. did some mindmap lo... then our grp was the suay one that got chosen to present.. =.=.. sianz diao.. ya.. aft that is geo... teacher rushing thru again.. ended 10 mins early thx to her... she finish it quick.. i tink we nv stay at a page for more than 1 min?dunno ba.. felt scared when it ended early.. cuz dunno whether got really understand or not.. aft that got 2 hrs of break.. be4 the test.. study the method... cant concentrate in the canteen.. ya.. abit distracted cuz suddenly will have things in my mind de.. ps for tht... then it was the retest... it was ok.. except for 1 qn and last qn.. last qn nv finish writing the sentence.. then that qn is no. write wrong. i tink i add 1 more zero or short of 1 zero.. dunno... so ans very big.. which i feel its obviously wrong.. aft the retest go cwp lo.. eat.. then go home le.. went walk ard be4 heading home too.. walk the "funfair " way... which is the long way.. ya.. walk past the fun fair.. erm.. saw wats in le.. quite similar to the one few yrs ago... ya.. but feel like going leh... seems so fun lo.. esp the bumper car and mini rollercoaster ba.. haha.. and the games lo.. lol.. abit childish.. =P... cuz i still young la.. haha..

Ok.. thats all ppl... think abit long winded le leh.. haha. psps... hope still ok ba..

think things should lie low now..
let fate decide the future..

erm.. ok.. dunno wat to do... so sianz. now... so come here blog lo.. dunno wat to blog also.. blog abt ytd and today ba... as usual.. go to school lo.. then had lesson.. bla bla.. bla.. wed need to hand in pi... did some amendment to it and hand in le lo.. hope it is allright ba.. haiz... then wed aft sch got the children thingy... the talk.. then the talk was quite boring.. almost fell asleep lo.. sianz... ya.. then aft that went cwp eat.... ya... zeda scare them lo.. then their turn to eat then we go walk walk... then we scare them again lo... ya... then home sweet home le la... then today went to sch as usual... did chem mock spa... not bad la... except for the colour change.. forgot abt the orange thingy... ya.. then actually today got fire drill de.. but as it was raining.. no fire.. so firedrill postpone... then had phy tut... solved some qn... annd off we go.. went for chi lec.. chi lesson.. the lec was still ok.. not too sianz.... then chi was quite sian la.. cher talks all the way.. sianz.. go thru answer lo.. guess during that period i quite dao ba.. ps.. was thinking of something again.. haiz.. dunno y... then had phy extra lesson.. it was 2 hrs... but ended at 1.5 hrs... ya.. got back mock spa... and phy test.. both not too bad.. still ok la... aft that wait for zeda to finish the tut qn... then go see abc run lo... not the last.. but the last few... but nvm.. he tried... ya.. ok la... sorry abt this crappy post.. it was quite poorly done.. will do something abt it next time.. sry.. something up my mind thus cant tink properly...

how i wish i can
but i cant
its too difficult..
i hope i will be ok

ok.. today online from 1+ pm until now doing pi.. but was thinking for most of the time.. in the end nv think much ideas.. erm.. tink dun care le la... nothing i can do le.. tried my best le.. hope i meet all the requirement ba... haiz... jus finished le.. actually finish with 607 words.. cut words again... 520 now.. heng ar. but haert pain.. have a feeling like if nv cut, the PI will be better.. haiz.. but no choice la.. its like that de lo.. sianz.. yo so.. i tink just leave it le la.. gtg eat soon.. then online again... to print lo.. cuz dunno how to print the cover page.. as in write wat.. so shall ask ppl later..

erm.. during online lucky not very sianz la.. cuz got someone play with me lo.. haha.. dunno wat he typing leh... but nvm la.. just played along... followed his typings.. he is not just anyhow type lo.. he type de word all is same spelling de but no such words ba.. haha... not bad la.. entertainment.. quite fun la... at least not so bored... next time can play again.. haha... =P.. maybe can teach him to type...

oh ya.. tmr got maths test... haven study... shyt.. whole dya doing pi lo.. but dun feel like got use lo.. cuz nv do much research lo.. just changed the justification and edit abit of ideas ba.. tmr maths tink will fail too ba.. haiz.. not much time to practice and study le lo.. sianz... haiz.. will try to do a few qn later ba.. ok la.. ending here le.. will blog again soon ba..

Thx for those words
No doubt it helps
so dun worry that it dun
indeed it get me motivated

For that i will
continue to move on..
dun care abt the obstacles
so as to reach
my dreamz my goals..
thank you..