erm.. ok.. ytd do the geo thingy until 11+ lo.. then slp at ard 12 lo.. haha... then this morning was maths lec first.. abit sleepy la.. but still can understand wat the lecturer is talking.. heng ar... erm.. then was pw... gotten back our PI.. for me, i tink is poorly done... i got a C.. which is no better from last time lo.. wats the point.. haiz.. tink need to tink more for the event ba.. haiz... really dunno whether can i handle pw... getting such a grade for draft 3 which is supposed to be the best draft.. expect at least a B ... but nw.. tink really need to sit down and tink throughly for the PI le la...

ok.. aft that.. got maths.. ms wong didnt came.. got relief teacher.... did some qn.. they were still ok.. still can do.. learn something also.. abt the domain and range.. ya... then was phy... abit dozing off cuz too sleepy and the lesson was quite chim lo.. need to read and understand then can.. geo do some reading... lucky nv doze off.. but nv finish reading.. =.=... i read quite slow la.. then call ppl to help ans qn.. as in branch out the qn.. so we must do as hw.. sianz..

Then was chinese.. read up on an passage.. whole class each read abit... lo.. then dunno y suddenly i will stone de.. then teacher call me i cant find the place to strt reading.. =X... lucky found it not long later.. tink i too tired le ba... and dunno why ba.. ya.. then had pe lo.. had 6 rounds, 12 min.. erm.. run with dorry... lucky today nv ps him..so not guilty.. =)... did 1 extra round.. haha.. then had 5 stations... found out which are the stations i can pass... =) then aft pe slack at canteen and chit chat lo.. left sch at 6.20 ba... ya.. eat... watch tv then until now ba.. dunno wat to do.. want to do pi also sianz.. no energy to do also lo.. haiz.. dun feel like doing anything now.. althought tink got alot of things to do.. haiz.. sianz..

Though it might be a small thing,
its disappearance creates an impact
Though it have been replaced,
it can nv replaced the same old meaning..

With each coming days,
setbacks came one after another,
the road seems so blur in front,
am i able to reach it?
My goal, my dreams....

haha..saw this at wl blog.. so decided to give it a try lo.. haha.. ppl u all shld go and try ba.. u tink this is true?? maybe ba.. i tink quite true la.. haha..ok for today
wake up at 10 plus ba... then online do the survey for tablet pc thing... if our class gets it... we will get free tablet pc?? haha.. dun tink so easy leh.. haha.. erm.. then online jump jump awhile then offline le...

went out look for something then go for pw meeting.. was late.. but was the first to reach.. =.=.. haha.. went to 3rd floor to clear my fine...haha.. 15 cents.. =X... haha.. 1 day.. haha... then go entrance meet them.. saw hanisa first.. then raihan came... we go for discussion first.. cuz satish is super late..haha.. =P ...sadeer at NMA camp so cant attend.... went to one bookshelf column then sit down.. discuss a bit then satish came.. aft he sit down not long ago... got libirian came and ask us not to block the walkway so we move lo.. move to the other side of 3rd floor.. but still blocking the way.. haha... but as expected.. libarian came and ask us to move to other places also.. then we move to nearby de chair as someone just left.. in the end STILL blocking ppl's way.. haha.. but nvm la.. until we are finished, no more librarian came.....

so all discussion ended at ard 5.15 ba.. went to somewhere to buy snacks lo... and bought my dinner also... mac... =D... double filletofish.. ok la.. not bad but abit too dry.. cuz filletofish is abit dry de somemore now is double.. even dryer.. haha...ok... chatted on phone when about to reach home.. =.=.. haha.. then chatted until dinner time lo.. ya.. then aft dinner then here i am.. online lo.. haha.. about to type the pw thing le.. everyone type 1 page.. i choose pg 3 cuz pg 1 and 4 are taken.. then pg 2 i duuno how to type as points are all over the paper.. then pg 3 is more structured... easier to type.. haa....
guess things are improving day by day.. i hope.. it help me to straighten my feelings...
ytd stone at the grandstand ther thinking abt something.. but somehow i cant focus.. but nvm..got it solved le... i have decided to abort my decision reached ytd... cause things started to seems differently today.. i found out that i am unable to give up... the decision was sort of contradicting my feelings.. thus i chose to follow my feelings... a feeling person...

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Today is a short day... ytd slept at 11+.. which is quite early as compared to last week de 3am...

First thing is chem.. the lesson was ok... it is quite easy to understand because i got to listen to it attentively without feeling sleepy? erm then had pe.. do interval again.. 4 rds with 1.40 min per round.. last round was about to run with dorry de... but halfway he stop le.. i contd.. then slow down shout at him to catch up but he dun wan... so i went off first.. but stilll fail the timing... luckily no penalty.. ps ar dorry... ps u... then is gp.. ended fast with the discussion.. then geo was like rushing thru lo...1 hr can go thru so many pages of notes.. was tinking why the bell nv ring.... but actually is the teacher go too fast... then aft sch go cwp eat.. then come back sch... went M1-1.. play a while then go grandstand le.. zeda need to go for tennis but we want be search party so i wait for his tennis to end... then sat there from 2+ to 5+...was stoning and thinking something, then 5+ go search myself... the 1st round of search... but found nth... all were in dark colour.. then go find zeda.. it was 6.. he was released.. go buy drinks then go search again.. life the blanket up... move the sand ard.. but cant find any object in it... so went on to look in the grasses...but found nth.. then come back home le lo...

online then chat... then found out today quite a moody day, maybe because of weather ba.. ya... think raining day will tink alot?? maybe shld tink lesser ba.... dun tink so much... hope everything goes well ba.. life is full of ups and downs...

today abit sianz ar... got back the dissaster ppr.. chemt test.. as expected.. fail it.. got a S... 13/30 ... got a few is careless and lack of state symbols lo.. sianz.. ya... then had pw... thn very sianz.. cuz nth to talk leh.. then teacher talk also very sianz.. almost falling asleep le.. then had civics which was quite fun la... i would say... then had phy at the last 2 hrs... prac.. had mock spa... got 8 for manipulation.. haha... complete set of ticks.. =)... tyco de la.. cuz see some ppl de setup ..lol.... =P erm.. then graph teacher say is curve then straight line.. but i thot totallyy curve.. haha... told teacher that to... =P.. if nv sya he wont know lo.. haha.. nvm....

Tink abt my test results also sianz lo.. major exams are coming.. and pw are coming full stream too.. the recent result might pull me back... restrain from moving forward...haiz... hope wont retain ba... really must buck up le.. cant update so often le.... recent tests have been doing so badly lo.. thurs got phy test.. tink shall buck up on tht le.. cannnot let this carry on... shall chiong for phy le.. maybe later ba... but tink doing pi first.. sianz.. my draft 2 is like shyt lo... so wierd de..
recently keep feeling so wierd... scared something will happen...
ok la.. a short one for today?? ok.. shall stop here go study or do pi le... if not tmr die.. or thurs nite die... haha... tink tmr go sch early.. for run... 2.4 at least.. ?? tink so... slp early ppl...

ok.. ytd sleep at 12+ to study for geo.... haiz.. then today morning quite tired la... thn had maths.. still ok.. still nv fall asleep.. then is pw got back draft 2.. had C- .. =.=.. sianz lo.. ask me to write more in details abt the fma.... but not enough words la... i also want to write.. no space lo.. haiz.. then dunno whether can do 1 contribution instead of 2 as 2 require alot of words.. erm... dunno how to do it... haiz.. dun even know whether can make it to final draft or not.. if dft 3 come back with a C again... i gonna faint le.. need at least a B can?/.. gr... then aft tht got maths.. very sianz.. jus going thru qn.. then ffel abit sleepy.. but phy lec woke up cuz the lecturer was quite funny...

aft lunch got geo... test.. 1 word die... Q1.. is dunnno how to ans de... i dun even know the name of the plates... Qn 2 was better but have little info or description for the ans... erm.. i just say in general.... ya.. tink die le ba.. see how the result come back lo...

During chi did some work then very fast 1.5 hr over le.. then was pe.. had 8 rounds.. 18 min.. obviously fail it as we were most of the time walking.. ( me, yq and abc..) haha... saw zeda at last lap.. he collapsed.. hope he is ok ba... tc.. erm.. then slack ard at canteen be4 heading home.. had a funny conversation.. haha... ok la.. wont laugh de... =).. ok la.. slping soon le to recover my loss of slp ytd...haha...rest early ppl.... cya...

yo ppl... back to blogging aft dust has accumulated on it.. haha.. ok...5 days only?? haha.. erm... forgot wat happen on mon le... had pe during the afternoon... had 8 rounds.. timing given was 19 min... and it was at lane 4 onwards.... =.=.... erm... then dunno which round saw zeda and pc chioing to the finish line.. aft that they fall to the ground.. haha... because of that i thot i only left 1 round... cuz they cut me by abit only.. so i ran 1 more round and finish it... aft that.. counted the rounds.. always nv count de... ahem... actually they count wrongly... they chiong for the 7th round... and they thot last round le... no wonder timing so fast.. 14 mins eh.. mostly they took 16-17 de lo... haha.... then cause me run less 1 round also.. but nvm... cause anyway i also wont pass the timing de... haha..

then tues... ahem.. diff test..:CHEM.... die.. was like dunno all the equations lo.. just hope can pass i happy le... erm... i was like every qn doing halfway lo.. then last qn finish half way dunno how to do then times up... haiz.. dun say le.. sad... then wed is gp test... was late for it but end at the same time... chose a qn but found out not much idea to write on mindmap.. sianz... but cant turn back le.. so continue lo.. dunno got abit off topic or not... sometimes i feel so but i pull it back.. haha... hope i did... erm..

then thurs is monica's b.d .. ya.. not much of a celebration.. but maybe surprises.. haha.. alot of gifts lo.. haha.. she still got hands to take back... if u get it.. haha.. erm then went home do pi... finish at ard 2.15.. then slack ard.. and printing... then abt 3 then really sleep lo... sleep for 3 hrs only.. then went to sch for house meeting... haha..so early... but quite happy cuz weekends coming.. dunno y.. then pe was like hell lo... do intervals... timing for 1 round is 1.45 min... erm.. sometimes nv make it but below 2 min... it was tired lo... had 6 rounds... sianz... then do chin up.. haha... many went to do the inclined de cause cant do normal de.. then aft pe abit back strained... then had gp and geo then stay in sch to slack lo... erm..lefts ch ard 3.30 .. then went back wgs.. found ms chee... talk to her for awhile then off we go...suddenly wgs is so quiet lo.. or maybe our sch too noisy le.. =X.. haha.. then came back slept awhile then have dinner... sit infront of com lo... then went to slp le...

Today wake up at ard 10+ lidat.. haha.. then online.. slack ard then go eat lunch then online again lo.. slack again.. haha... until now.. die le la.. still got hw haven do..tink will do it tonite.. no matter wat must do tonite.. haha.. if not die le lo.. cant finish .. somemore mon got geo test.. sianz.... tink tmr gonna mug whole day.. sianz de lo... so much to study...

btw ppl.. changed a new skin.. haha.. found 1 more which is cute de.. but pic cant be seen.. sianz.. haha... so this is the second cutest... tink u all know why i choose this skin.. so dun need me to say... comments are welcome.. haha.. have a nice day....!

Tian xia mei you bu san de yan xi...
Why dun look on the bright side?
Things will look nicer this way.. =)
Stay happy alwayz.. =)

hi ppl... back to post.. but guess nothing to post la.... jus a short notice.... erm.. might not be updating for awhile due to all the upcoming tests.... erm today wake up at 10 ba.. haha.. sleep for 11+ hrs.. =.= cuz ytd cycling ma... so tiired... then wake up look at gp lo.. nth get in my mind so go online awhile.. then sian liao cuz no ppl de... then offine le.. wait for my lunch to come back while reading my gp essay again... aft lunch went online... then chat lo... do gp at the same time... say something wrong while online.. ps... then do maths lo.. but do very slowly cause multitasking 3 things at same time... doing work, watching tv and thinking abt something... then my thinking was being discovered.. haha... cant hide.... erm... then decided go vp for dinner... had zhu chao for dinner.. not bad la.. then came back to do maths lo.. finally finished le not long ago.. finish the assignment 6 and tut 7... =).. happy.. cuz i seldom finish so fast.. finish my gp today too...=) but still got other subs... tue got chem test.. heard its quite diff.. but i haven study.. sianz.. tink tmr nt going for TT.. cuz must study.. if not will die de.. actually tonite want to study de but cant due to tight schedule of maths.. so postponed to tmr... haiz.. ok.. thats all ba... cya next time which is abt few days lateR?

Trying not to say sorry is difficult but i will try to as i have already promise u..

ok... today went for the parent-teachers meeting early in the morning... thot was late but still got queue no. 1.. haha... cuz all still at principal talk.. nv come down from LT1... went there then no parking except for 1 at the bus bay.. the last one.. haha... spacious... then go to hall... then sit there lo... then came pc followed by zeda.. haha... 123.. haha... waited until 10.40 ba.. then start... but while waiting went ard the sch walk walk, complete a mission... go find zeda also... haha.. then drink water from the reception.. then go back lo.. as i was the first... i was out of there in less than 10 mins ba... shall not reveal the content ba cause i forget abit le.. haha... then went home aft eating lunch then lie on the bed lo.. then play with someone lo.. cause i was sianz also... thot she is busy then nv play earlier ma.. then actually she also sianz ar.. haha... didnt know.. haha.. then found out she bought ALOT of stuffs for moni lo.. while i bought 1 only.. haha.. nvm.. she richer ma.. haha... then went cycling... sometime was speeding... enjoy the breeze...nice... got a few incidents which is quite suay... but i have learn the art of typing sms while cycling le.. haha.. pro.. leh.. nv bang lamppost.. hah... =P.. next time will be used to it le.. haha... ya.. then pc went for dinner while i watch cause my dinner is at home le.. then make our way back le lo... haha.. ok..end of story.. haha...

a quite suay day.. dunno y... but learned something.. shall understand it and use it soon...

erm.. ok.. talk abt today ba.. had sch in the morning... then got pe.. it was sprinting for 6 rounds... but got rest aft each round la.... emr.. most of the time cant reach the timing.. but nvm.. haha.. erm..at least last round i did it.. haha...cuz was giving all out... ya... erm then aft that got gp and geo... was late for geo again... then lessons seems to end quickly.. erm then go causeway eat mac then proceed to queenstown... find the pres requested by pc.. haha... didnt find it.. but there got alot of shoes... maybe can go there buy someday... erm.. ya... then go west mall find lo... found my gift le... aft some consideration... ya... cause cant find other nicer de le... haha.. then walk abit then go home le.. ya... was back home by 7... eat then online lo.. just finish mlg... then now slacking lo.. sleeping soon aft i have do something ba=P... erm.. then tmr still got T-P meeting... grrr... sianz... ya.. tink this weekend got alot of hw.. die le la.. somemore got test next week.. sianz.. ya.. then pw is coming in too... grr.....stress... but i will learn to relax.....

Today is a happy day although it is friday the 13th... haha.. ppl, enjoy ur day....

yo ppl.. back to posting... sry for not posting for so long.... cuz something happen along the way and hw are piling up so had to clear all first... but guess now things are ok le?? i hope... ya...
erm... past few days was about the same routine lo... ya... sch then break then home.... except for wed.. got cca... but when waiting for pc halfway... went home le... suddenly got a feeling to go home... so go home lo.. ya... then do nth... =.=.....
erm.. for today..
today's chi was slack?? did 1 sheet of paper only.. then half the time is slacking and writing compo.. then aft that went locker put something then go home le... it was raining... i have no umbrella... haha... but still walk back home.. and i purposely choose the "no shelter" road...haha.. long time nv walk in the rain le.. ya.. the feeling was nice ba... with droplets of water falling on my shirt... half waterproof... i found out that walking under the rain is good for thinking... ya.. u get to tink abt thing better.. its a very nice feeling la... but scared later will be sick.. hope not... and cant afford to.. then came back to stone.. and lie down for 45 mins... be4 started doing compo at 7 pm... then finish at 8 plus.. cuz watching tv also... haha.... ya...erm.. hope tmrs pe will be better... ya... dun keep running or esle i will keep getting extra rounds... haha.... at least it is better than doing sets of push up and sit up and static hold... sianz de lo..ya.... then now dunno want to do wat... then come online slack lo... haha.. and update blog lo.... sry to those that were alerted that i have changed my url... erm... i just restored this blog again.. haha...ok.. so continue to come ba...

This might be a beginning and this might be an end... its how we see it.....

ok.. talk abt ytd...
ytd last min went to ikea and giant and tampines... erm.. both very big in terms of space... but very boring.. cuz quite empty... ya... esp ikea.. cuz too much space le... haha.. giant was abit better... at least got stuff can look at... erm... then went home at ard 10 ba.. then conference until 11 plus then sleep le lo... haha...
Today
Went to sch as usual... but was quite early.. be4 the bell rings.. haha..ok.. then had lessons lo... but luckily i nv doze off at any lesson.. haha.. today was quite a funny day.. haha..think lots of joke were made ba.. haha... even geo the most sian de lesson also ended quite fast.. thx to the group work... oh ya.. gotten my pw group le... tink our group quite quiet ba... hope things will go on smoothly for us.... tink we can ba... wait we the best grp... haha..jkjk... then had pe.. 8 rounds again... sianz... almost make it but nv.. haha.. cuz we walk for the last 2 rounds... ending with a "sort of" poem again..
I have something on my mind
But i dunno wat
I want to confirm it
But i dunno how....

Some how i feel it is normal
Some how i feel its not...

Maybe shld look on the bright side?
I dun tink so
and i dunno how to

ok.. now not much time for me to blog.. so shall blog a short one.. erm.. ytd went to town to NLB with wl and moni as pc is already there... meet them after they finish the church party thingy... erm... then walk awhile then go national library lo... went to find some books... i find a book but not very useful.. got 1 book quite useful de but was on loan until 21 april sianz... haiz.. must wait but my deadline cant wait.. sianz... haiz... ok.. nvm.. then went back home aft the lib was closing... then reach home abt 11... then went conference awhile then hang up le... tink cuz something happen.. erm...hope nth is bothering u ba... ya... erm.. today wake up then do pi and searching for info... found le.. then did some selection of info.. then type le... ended not long ago inclusive of editting.. cuz my words were 688!!! ahem.. then del some points until 511 words... feel abit unsafe for deleting points.. but nvm.. no choice... must within 515 words.. ya.. then dunno wat to write le.. maybe later going out ba... abit too stress le.. over some matters ba.. sch and life ba...

yo.. ok.. few days nv blog... - tired cum sianz ba.. haha... ok.. wat happen past few days forgot le.. haha.. so talk abt ytd and today ba...
ytd
erm... same attended sch and was half dreaming during the last period, chi... didnt listen much..maybe too tired le.. erm then went to causeway to walk walk then to lib to borrow books abt advertising.. haha... then came back.. chat... then did some poems or maybe essay ba?? save as draft ..haha.. cuz not nice... erm.. ok then was thinking too deep during the night.. =X
Today
wake up at 8+ cuz still tinking .. haha.. then cant sleep.. did something..=)... erm.. then went online... chat lo... and find info for pw... cuz need to hand in the pI soon le... then do abit of gp online thingy... then went out for movie with family..."Mr bean's holiday" ok la.. i would say.. mr bean didnt talk much in the show.. but he did talk abit. haha.. didnt see much of his car... overall it was funny la... but the content seems to be lacking in something.. dunno what.. ok.. nvm.. then came back to do the gp again.. finally finished it... thx to all who helped to edit and give comments.. thx.. =).. ok.. zaw zeda blog... erm.. cheer up la.. dun be sad... erm.. we will always be ard to support u de la.... dun worry...

ok ppl.. back to blogging again.. erm.. today sch was.... abit sianz... cuz i almost fell asleep lo... cuz too sianz le... then the whole LT was so quiet lo.. some ppl were really sleeping lo... haha.. but did heard wat the teacher was talking abt for the whole lesson.. =P... but phy abit dun understand... maybe will read thru later.. then currently got lots of proj must do.. gp de online stuff, research stuff, pw which is due on tue.. haiz.. sianz de lo.. not enough timeto do... then today sch ended abit late as compared to last time esp.. with a 1.5 hr gp lesson at the last.. but gp was not dozing off.. dunno why.. maybe feel more interesting ba.. but i dun like the think care share.. cuz need to think and diiscuss.. then she will keep asking qn... =.=... then aft that went stonng... and went to buy a pe shirt as forgot to bring and raining so cant go home.. haha.. then auntie say no M.. only got L.. so i buy lo... sorry for ytd... thx for making me smile.. =)
in the end guess wat?? tink no TT... cuz no ppl there de when it was 3 pm.. then waited quite awhile more.. then still nv see then go le... went causway look for thing.. but cant decide wat to buy..sianz.. maybe later go tink ba.. if many ppl sharing then i share also lo.. but no idea wat she like.... haiz.. ok la.. go le.. later searching for info.. for gp and pw ba.. haiz.. need to go lib le.. cuz cher say lib sources is more reliable.... k... bye.. ciao...

yo ppl... past 2 days have been schooling so nv post.. sry abt that... erm.. cuz nth happen much during the sch time... just all those routine lo.. going to lessons and classes.. then going for breaks and sch end ba.. so everyday is like doing the same thing lo..
so sianz.. with so many work to do.. esp the pw is giving me a headache cuz dunno wat to write and who to write.. erm.. heard mon going to draw lots le.. for the grouping.. erm.. hope do with the closed ppl ba.. so easier to do ma.. =X.. then now doing the maths halfway decided to blog lo.. cuz so sianz... nobody to chat with.. all busy with their things.. haiz.. so i busy with my maths lo.. no choice... erm.. ok la.. stop here le.. hope tmr will be a better day ba.. hope so..

ok.. back to blogging again after missing a day of not blogging.. fri nite chat on phone until 1+ to 2 ba.. then sleep lo.. then sat wake up at 10+... erm.. then wl suggested going to Nlib to find info for pw... so we ask ard who want to go lo.. in the end i pc and wl go lo.. monica want to hug on to her encylopedia... haha.. the ff not free ba.. tink so... then went to Nlib lo... went ard looking for lockers... from 1st florr take escalator to 9 floor... haha... then we do 1 malu thing.. then go down 7 floor still must go back again to 9 floor... erm.. then went to 11 to look for info then dunno who go look at magazines lo.. haha... then aft that sian liao went to bugis lo.. but we took a very LONG detour... then go OG then go hawker eat lo.. aft tht go bugis junction find someone de b.d present.. pc saw the bag he want to buy for the person le.. left us.. i tink tue go out then look for it ba.. then i went off first cuz got ah ma b.d dinner... haha.. my dad pick me up then went there lo... alot of funny things happen there lo.. also wait very long there for dishes to come out.. haha..
then today wake up wuite early ba... then went online to do research... then found very few le.. then went to eat lunch then come back do again lo... haiz... actually found 1 only.. then suddenly found 1 more.. good lo.. then entertainment dunno want to do or not leh.. or maybe do by myself ba... ok la... gtg le... ciao.....
PW very difficult....